February 2012
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Haven’t really written anything, because nothing has changed. I suppose I’m over what happened between you two. I really have no reason to be mad, I don’t think I was ever mad actually. Just hurt. Extremely hurt. I felt really low. I still feel really low. I feel so ugly and so unwanted all the time. Which is completely stupid and pointless, because it’s not like no one...
Not a day goes by that I don't wish I could redo...
I think you could fall in love with anyone if you saw the parts of them no one else gets to see. Like if you followed them around invisibly for a day and saw them crying in their bed at night or singing in the shower or humming quietly to themselves as they make a sandwich or even just walking along the street. And even if they were really weird and had no friends at school, I think, after...
me: okay if i go to bed now i can still get 5 hours of sleep
me: okay if i go to bed now i can still get 4 hours of sleep
me: okay if i go to bed now i can still get 3 and a half hours of sleep
me: okay if i go to bed now i can still get 3 hours of sleep
me: okay if i go to bed now i can still get 2 and a half hours of sleep
me: okay if i go to bed now i can still get 2.25 hours of sleep
me: okay if i go to bed now i can still get 2 hours of sleep
me: okay if i go to bed now i can still get an hour and 45 minutes of sleep
me: okay if i go to bed now i can still get an hour and a half of sleep
me: okay if i go to bed now i can still get an hour of sleep
me: okay if i go to bed now i can just not wake up and sleep all day
“We accept the love we think we deserve.”
– The Perks Of Being A Wallflower (via resonanceisbliss)
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I don’t do good things or stay loyal to those around me in hopes that I’ll have amazing karma, and win millions and have everyone kissing my feet. I really don’t. But I’d like if for once things would work in my favor. I feel like all these negative things that happen to me are just making me a colder person. It’s pushing me to trust absolutely no one, to see every...
me: i want a boyfriend ugh
someone: i like you
me: no not you
dailydoseofjay asked: wassup
If you think I’m going to act like this is okay and what you did will be looked over, you are sadly mistaken. This opened up a whole new can of worms. I could give two fucks less about you now, I am that disgusted with you.
